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"I can't handle the loneliness of staying pure."

Fri, 24 May 2013 18:21:46 -0400

It’s going to be okay, because

~The ultimate reward of oneness in marriage will be worth every moment of loneliness.
Proverbs 3:5-6; Genesis 2:24 :)

thedramaticsneeze: hoshigumayuugi: i actually like being up early i just don’t like getting up...

Fri, 24 May 2013 17:14:32 -0400

thedramaticsneeze:

hoshigumayuugi:

i actually like being up early i just don’t like getting up early

YOU PUT THIS IN WORDS

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Fri, 24 May 2013 17:10:14 -0400

Hi so

Fri, 24 May 2013 02:33:21 -0400

I’ve been told a couple of times that I’ve drastically changed or have changed a lot and it never really hit me until more and more people have talked to me about how i am now and are wondering… And asking… And tonight It just clicked to me that I really did change.. LOL Like today, I was talking to a really super close good friend of mine, she isn’t a Christian but I love her to death and soon might be a christ follower :) and anyway she brought up how I was last year and we were talking about the old times like how everyone wasn’t a virgin anymore and I was gonna die virgin and I said nooooo lol I’m gonna lose my virginity my junior year at least! And like the dreams I had before was so much different, we talked about how I wanted to do so many things that aren’t even right.. I wanted to go to Vegas and party all night and get so messed up because I was going to be an official adult! And then how I didn’t like my family as much they weren’t that important.. And all I ever wanted to do was everything I wanted to do, super selfish and just bunch of sinful things. I wore different clothes and I cussed so much… I never believed in christianity. my brother, which is now a huge inspiration and i admire the most, i never thought we would be a close as we are. I used to think he was weird…. LOL no I’m super weird!! Because I’m already weird an being a Christian in this world is already weird so that’s double weird!! Hahaha!!! Anyways and I was so close to being an atheist.. And today. I really don’t know how it all just flipped…. I just kind of seek what I knew my heart wanted to seek and find out.. Like I never understood before. i would say things like why would there be a God? And Jesus what? Or this bible never made any sense anyway Like seriously, I was the MOST confused girl EVER. I never understood! During sermons at church I usually just doze off or think about other things but now I want to hear.. I want to learn, I need his words of wisdom and encouragement, and every day I get to understand him more and more since I want to seek him and know more about him! But I still don’t understand but somehow I do.. It’s difficult to explain but it’s wonderful. Like ugh you just gotta have to experience it for yourself, My God is such a wonderful healer! And He could give peace and provide everything that you need! And by need is what you REALLY need! Not a lot of super earthly things! Okay! I’m gonna stop now because I have to sleep and I’m probably not making any sense and you guys probably think I’m crazy so bye lol

i’m just gonna take off my anon for awhile

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:31:35 -0400

i’m just gonna take off my anon for awhile

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Thu, 23 May 2013 23:30:06 -0400

Are you upset mae? :( because if you are I want to be the first to support you because every time I need held or advice you there. And if you want someone to talk to mann just blog it and I'll be straight on it! <3

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:29:06 -0400

lol, i don’t know if i want an anon to make me feel better. because that’s kind of the way how i make myself feel better by talking to myself.. talking to nobody.. nobody i don’t even know. an empty space. a nothing. but something.

Omg mae it's amazing I was asking you about prom all worried and panicking that I had nobody to go with and the girl I realy like would never go with me cause im not seen as 'popular' but Oooo myy gosh!!!! She wants to go with me! I'm on cloud 9!!!!

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:27:15 -0400

SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I TOLD YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! waiting is the best. always.

ugh i hate that you don't believe in gay marriage just because the bible says so. totally supporting being such a true christian but love is love and you just don't understand

Thu, 23 May 2013 23:26:44 -0400

i do understand.
you don’t.

i’m sorry, we have different views.

spiritualinspiration: How do you turn things over to God? Start...

Thu, 23 May 2013 13:08:47 -0400

spiritualinspiration:

How do you turn things over to God? Start by making the choice and declaring your resolve. Simply say, “Father, I choose to let You be God of this situation. I take my hands off. I trust You.” Then, choose to worship Him. Worship is one of the best ways to set your heart and mind in the right place. You can’t worry and worship at the same time! Worship is a sign that you are trusting God; worry is a sign that you are trying to control things.

etherealbitch: m-i-s-e-r-e-r-e: The thing that made Lilo a...

Thu, 23 May 2013 02:48:38 -0400

etherealbitch:

m-i-s-e-r-e-r-e:

The thing that made Lilo a “freak” was her passion. Lilo was passionate about everything she ever did. She was passionate about Elvis, about feeding the ocean fish sandwiches, about making friends, about taming Stitch, and about Hula. Look at her smile. She is the only one who seems to be truly enjoying what she’s doing. It adds life. Passion is life. It’s vitality. It’s amazing. Be a Lilo.

Always.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 02:44:53 -0400

lameemily: Here’s a serious advice. Even the nicest people have their limits. Don’t try to reach...

Thu, 23 May 2013 02:42:13 -0400

lameemily:

Here’s a serious advice. Even the nicest people have their limits. Don’t try to reach that point because the nicest people are also the scariest assholes when they’ve had enough.

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Thu, 23 May 2013 02:41:31 -0400

MAE, you should start making daily vlogs

Thu, 23 May 2013 02:40:42 -0400

Oh believe me, I have tried so many times!!! But it is so much pain and sweat

how long have you had your braces & when are getting them off? :)

Thu, 23 May 2013 02:40:19 -0400

I’ve had my braces for about a year and 6 months! Hopefully I’ll get them off this year :)

So you had three boyfriends in high school?

Thu, 23 May 2013 02:39:41 -0400

No. One in high school.

do you believe in gay marriage?

Thu, 23 May 2013 02:38:07 -0400

No.
I don’t hate it.
But I don’t believe it.

I mean you men have penises and women have vaginas it’s kind of obvious that penises aren’t suppose to make love in a butt hole because c’mon that is just WRONG in so many ways and gross!! Like if you were gay and making love to a butt hole and most likely that butt hole is your lovers butt hole which is the one you are supposedly “in love” with and the one that you are supposedly “in love” with is IN MAJOR PAIN BRO!! When you make love to your lovers butt hole !!!!! Your lover is in so much pain that he doesn’t even mention it because he I guess “loves” you too.

I think you men or boys are just in a hurry to find love.
Even girls or women who “likes” girls or women.
I mean after all, all we need is love right?
I think You’ll find the best love story with an opposite sex. But if you think you are happy, then fine. I’m not gonna judge you but someone someday an important One will. And I’ll still love you for who you are :)